Namaste readers - I'm back with another experience from the meditation file that I've experienced just now. Yes, this is a post-meditation blog entry. :-)
As for what happened during and after meditation today that I wanted to blog about - well, today's meditation experience was quite profound, actually. I started off by chanting the usual mantra I chant (which is "Om Gam Ganapataye Namaha"), and after I settled into meditation post-mantra chanting...I felt feelings I never really experienced during meditation before. Some others have described these feelings, and just now I've experienced them: ringing in the ears, and myriad sensations that felt...blissful, and thrilling...I can't seem to describe them now. Some help I am in getting my readers to understand...
After the meditation, things got even more interesting. I brought myself out after about an hour, when the feelings subsided...and afterwards, it felt like in my mind that I got...cheated, or robbed of something. Like something big was about to head my way and at the last second it was taken from me. And now...as I'm writing this, I'm not sure what to think.
Sorry, this is apparently a vague, ellipsis-filled blog entry. But I don't know how to describe what I felt during my mediation tonight. Yet I want to post something...not for the sake of posting, but for the sake of finding someone who might understand. Would anyone out there understand?